I Heart This Song

This is why I always wonder, I'm a pond full of regrets
I always try to not remember rather than forget
This is why I always whisper when vagabonds are passing by
I tend to keep myself away from their goodbyes

Tide will rise and fall along the bay
And I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere
People come and go and walk away
But I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere
 

This is why I always whisper, I'm a river with a spell
I like to hear but not to listen, I like to say but not to tell
This is why I always wonder, there's nothing new under the sun
I won't go anywhere so give my love to everyone

Tide will rise and fall along the bay
And I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere
People come and go and walk away
But I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going anywhere

Keren Ann-Not Going Anywhere

Sweat Saturday

This weekend we spent our day with some outdoor activity,the reason is my son have so much energy to waste it,we try to making  some routine schedule or to do list on saturday when my husband off to work and my son off to school

It would be fun too if we just stay at home a whole weekend and making some good activity with family like cooking,watching dvd or maybe just reading some books :)

-bag Gaudi,cardigan Karla at centro,with unbranded hareem pants-

Deep Dye Purple

I just remembered how i am before,hahaa potongan rambut super cepak,studded bag ala punk,celana ngatung gak jelas,sepatu belel lusuh gak kecuci berbulan- bulan,yes that’s my past,surely me with masculine style a.k.a tomboy yang  tingkatnya akut,satu-satunya dokumentasi ‘kegarangan’ saya jaman sma dengan model begitu hanya bisa saya temukan di ijazah sma (saya dulu bukan penghobi foto seperti skr),kalo bukan nama saya atmayasari dan berkelamin perempuan,tentu tak ada yang notice saya ini perempuan di tilik dari fotonya ;p 

Saya teringat bagaimana sahabat- sahabat saya ketika sma ‘melatih’ saya menjadi perempuan sejati,berusaha mendandani dan mengajari saya jalan ala perempuan ;),ternyata sampai kuliah di ugm sampai kira2 semester 5 gaya saya statis ya tomboy gak terkira,perubahan dimulai ketika saya mengenal seorang teman yg sekarang menjadi suami saya,untuk tujuan diferensiasi dan kenyamanan bersama,sedikit demi sedikit saya berubah ;)

 

Dan beberapa bulan sebelum menikah di tahun 2007,saya memutuskan berhijab,alhamdullilah sampai sekarang belum lepas alias bukan pasang pakai,tapi secara syar’i memang belum,saya masih terus belajar untuk menutup aurat lebih baik,dress for Alloh..aamiin 

Semoga bukan cuma niat saja,semoga perbaikan bukan masalah pakaian tapi juga jiwa dan pikiran,lebih baik dan lebih dekat kepada Alloh.

Sneaker at the Backyard

Playing are the world of children's,they are exploring everything around them,curious about anything,kadang- kadang sebagai ibu saya melarangnya like i said "don't touch that" without saying some reason,or "don't do that" but they keeping doing that,i learn from now saya cukup menjaganya,dan memberikan alasan yang tepat apakah itu berbahaya,boleh dilakukan atau tidak,bikin repot ya?!being a mom memang bukan pekerjaan yang mudah,itu yang saya rasakan so exhausted sometimes,even when our child gak suka dengan makanan yang kita buat,maybe some of us (mothers) will be crying coz of it ;))

 

Untuk photoshoot kali ini agak lumayan ribet,karena si 'model' agak susah di ajak kerjasama hihiii,dan konsentrasi langsung buyar begitu diajak keluar karena ada sapi yang lagi asyik makan rumput dan gak ditali pula,dan emak-emak ini sambil sedikit yelling memintanya untuk mau difoto,i just imagine saat dia sudah besar nanti apa yang ada dipikirannya,dieksploitasi maknya begitu rupa ;P

And i love some quote that inspired me

A mother who is really a mother is never free

Honore de Balzac
A baby is born with a need to be loved - and never outgrows it
Frank Howard Clark

-shirt Crocodile junior,pants Coolkids,sneaker Aixaggio-